Well, I might not be much for doctors, but I
figure
I ought to go in for a checkup once every four years, whether I need it
or not. So, I get in there, and the doctor sits me down right off
and says, "Ok, which do you want, cancer or multiple sclerosis?"
My breath leaves me immediately. "I beg your
pardon?" says I. "Are you telling me I have one of those dread
diseases?
How can you tell? You haven't even done any tests or anything."
"Oh, no," says the doctor. "You don't have
either one yet, but you have to choose one." And the nurses and
the
physician's assistants are standing around nodding their heads
seriously.
Now I'm really confused. "I don't want either
one," says I. "Who in their right mind would?"
"Well, of course you don't want either one,"
says one of the nurses. "But you don't have that choice.
Personally,
I recommend cancer."
"Nonsense," says a physician's assistant.
"Cancer destroys your ability to choose your own behavior. It
doesn't
respect the complexity of your personality. Multiple sclerosis is
much more benign. It lets you function, more or less, for a
pretty
long time."
"No way!" says the nurse. "Cancer has gotten
a lot better since the bad old days. There are more survivors,
and
chemotherapy is ever so much less ghastly than it used to be. MS
attacks your central nervous system. Cancer is more respectful of
our core health systems. It's a disease of bodily
integrity.
Or so we claim."
"Hold on, hold on!" I protest. "They're both
awful, and they both kill you."
"How dare you imply that cancer and multiple
sclerosis
are the same!" scolds the PA. "Cancer has more severe symptoms
and
kills more quickly."
"You're right about that," I say. "If I had
to choose one or the other, I suppose I would rather have MS."
"MS then," says the doctor.
"No!" I protest. "I don't want any
disease. I want to be well!"
"Sorry. That's just not one of the choices,"
says the doctor.
"Why not?" I whine.
"Because everybody's got to die, and these are the
approved diseases," he says, arching an eyebrow. "It's going to
be
one or the other, no matter what you do. If you waste your time
trying
to be well, you're just going to wind up with the one you like less."
"Says who?" I complain.
"The people who know what's best for you," says
he. "Medical experts. This is the best way. Trust
us.
You have a clear choice of ways to suffer and die without having to
worry
your head about all that complicated medical stuff. Don't you
want
a choice?"
"But I don't want any diseases! I want
to choose to be well!" I protest, trying one more time.
"No no no," says the doctor. "You don't get
that
choice. That's the choice we make for
you.
Come on! Don't be such a wimp! This is medicine in action!"
"Well, aren't you going to do any tests? Even
that ... rectal exam thing? With the glove?" I whimper.
"No need," says the doctor. "You've already
been done."